Hi blog :)

I already make my decision ... whatever happen .. I will always trust him and I will always be with him .. I'm sorry but I can't let him go .. :)

Good Morning :)

Good Morning, today the reason I wake up early is I NEED TO DO MY HOMEWORKS ! T_T I need to do essay .. but I don't have idea .. urgghhhh .. oh ya. My eyes hurt right now .. because crying last night . I was wondering .. is she want him back ? or is he still have feeling at her ? although a little ?? arrhhh .. I'm confused .. I am very confused because I don't know what to do .. My friend said "Just enjoy the time with him" .. Its mean just be happy with him .. sooo ... I followed what my friend said .. although I am seriously don't know what to do .. but I will just be happy with him ... what if she want him back ??? should I let him go ? :'( well ... actually, if thats make him happy then I will let him go if he want to be with her back .. I don't want to force him to do anything .. all I want from him is 3 things :- 1. Always smile 2. Be happy all the time 3. Take care of his health .. That's all .. although yeahhh .. I want him to be honest and so on something like that ... but that 3 things more important to me .. I don't mind if I hurt .. but I mind if he hurt .. I don't want to make him sad .. >_< DON'T WANT ! If he happy , then I'll be happy .. I hope if he have feeling to her again , he will tell me .. Right now, in my mind .. I think about what that will make me okay after something happen .. I mean maybe he want to break up .. and I already have the answer .. I JUST NEED him to be HONEST with me .. I don't care if it will hurt me but with honest .. I'll be okay with time flies .. :') sooo .. for now, I want to be happy with him and make him happy .. I don't want him to know that I am sad or anything .. I have two blogs , I need to let out what I feel so that I can feel a little relax .. so that's why I write all this in this blog .. I have two blogs .. The other blog , I will write when I'm happy .. hehe . Its mean that this blog will be my sad blog or my feeling that I don't him to know so fast .. That's all . I need to do my homeworks =___= byebye.

Finally :')

FINALLY ! Tonight I am official crying .. :') because of I can't control my anger .. I text my friend and told her everything .. Because I always told my friend everything ... :') Thank you my friend . While texting my friend , I am crying ... :') Well.. better let it out than hold it ... *sigh I feel very sad right now . I am crying while angry soo my body shake a lot while crying ... Right now, I still have crying and angry a little . My mouth is shaking right now .. >_< haishhh ..  but I'll be fine . Now , I want to do my homeworks but first .. I need to think ..

MUST BE PATIENT !

I ! AM ! VERY ! ANGRY ! RIGHT NOW ! I DON'T KNOW ! THE ANGER !!!!!!!!!!!! OMG !! I CANNOT CALM MYSELF !!!! OKAY .. NOW I FEEL JUST LIKE I'M GOING TO CRY .. I HATE WHEN MY ANGER TURN INTO TEARS !!! I HATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! URGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! BUT STILL ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 OKAY !!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I START TO CRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_________________T FINE ! I WILL LET MYSELF CRY FOR TONIGHT BUT MY ANGER ???!!! HOW ABOUT IT ???!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT CALM MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T____________________T

Welcome back :D

WOAHHHH .. Do you want to know something ? Just now , this blog SPEAK ! It say "Welcome Back !" tooo .. ME !!! :DD ahahaaha.. I am just joking .. are you crazy ? Blog can speak ?? =___= If that happen , I will very freaking out ! >_< hehe . Oh ya ! Actually I  have another blog ! :D hehe . I know you not wanna know how I am .. but WHAT I CARE ? :P This is my blog .. I can write anything :P okay ... urmmm .. Lately , urmmm ... I already got all my Mid-year exam results .. >_< Seriously I say ! I HATE MYSELF ! -____- VERY HATE ! hurmmm .. I don't want to show to my parents because I know they will be upset with me .. because my results very horrible .. Cannot describe how bad it is .. haaaaaa ... but my parents will know about my results SOON ! because .. it will have parents meeting and also my parents can see my results through Internet TT____TT I know they will be dissappoint and upset .. I'm sorry mom and dad .. very sorry T_T I know I am bad girl because I always make you guys upset with me plus .. I am not good girl at home ... I am lazy , hot temper .. But mom , dad .. You will never know how my truly am . because I don't want to show you guys my real me ... I'm sorry for everything .
I am getting worst .. The more I'm trying to be nice , the more I turn into bad girl .. U_U What's wrong with me ? MOLLA ! -___-
For Sunny eonnie : HI! hahahaha .. Finally !! I can open back ! XD Miss you eonnie ! :D

errrrrr..... =______=llll

YOU !!!!! YOU !!!!! You make me hate you...................

tension

YAY !!!! ^____^

YAYYYY !!!! FINALLY !!! I ALREADY DOWNLOAD !! :D dad !! I'm sorry !! I open youtube although you say that I can't open youtube .. I just want to download that song .. and I ALREADY DOWNLOAD :) I won't open youtube anymore except if I want to download some songs ... hehe . but don't worry ... one at the time :) thank you dad for let me borrow your broadband.... I already download that song and I love that song so much <3 I think .. I might not sleep tonight ... HAHA ! ^__^ your daughter already slept all afternoon ... hehehe .

Bruno Mars - The Rest Of My Life

Someone post that song at his wall ... so I hear it .. And I fall in love with that song at the first time I heard ... I love Bruno Mars voice <3__<3 why he have a very nice voice ??!! >__< and I love the way he sing it ... haaaaaaaa~~ I keep replay replay replay it ... <3 hehe . I LOVE THAT SONG SO MUCH ! >__< but my dad don't allow me to open youtube from his broadband ... because broadband have its limit ... haihhhhh..... what should I do ??? I want to hear that song many many many times =S HA ! I know !! I will download that song !! ^___^ RIGHT NOW ! but ..... waitt ... I don't know any good website to download ... =___=lll I already ask my frn .. he said he knew a lot ... but he didn't even tell me any of it ... haiiiihhhhhh.................. nevermind ... I'll find myself ... :P

LOVE YOU ~!! ^____^

If you read my title ... you might thought that it was for a guy .. hahaha .. sorry ... it is for my lovely cousin .. :)
She already interview just now and she already been accept into that University !!! ^__^
When I know it , I am shock and at the same time proud of her ... :DD
And she also make me feel so scare !!!!! >___<lll when I think about me ...
huuuuuuhhh~~ thanks to her .. just now I'm tension but when I know that she will start her University soon ... I am happy for her and she make me want to work harder !!! :DD She make my eyes dry from the tears that almost flow just now....
Thanks eonnie :) and CONGRATULATION AGAIN !! ^___^ and LOVE YOU <3 !^^

=___________=llll

Facebook make problem ...

"Account Temporarily Unavailable"

"Your account is currently unavailable due to a site issue. We expect this to be resolved shortly. Please try again in a few hours."

FEW HOURS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??? =___=lll If few minutes I can wait but FEW HOURS ?! I don't think I can wait that long .... because only now I can online using my laptop ... :'<

for Cherry Blossom

hello eonnie !!!!!!!! ^_^ so lloonnngggg we not talk huh ? :D HAHA ! and sooooo llooonnngggg you not post anything .. =___=lll are you so busy ???? btw , how are you ?^^
If you ask me ... I am just like mountain ..... because my life is like that ... JUST LIKE MOUNTAIN !! -________- everyday my mood is up , down , up , down ... hurrhhhhhh ....
oh ya ! I already make formspring !!! :DD actually ... I just wanna to say ... because I am so happy make it ... XD hahahahahahaha...
eonnie ... sorry that until now I didn't text you or call you even you already give your number ... but YOU ALSO NOT TEXT OR CALL ME !!! :P SO WE'RE SAME ! XD HAHA.
haaaaaa~~ I miss you so much eonnie ^^ really miss ... and writing this make me miss my chinese eonnie, my london eonnie and my korean eonnies and also my korean oppa and my japanese oppa ... I wonder how they doing right now ... >___<lll I hope they doing fine ... because I'm so miss talking with them .... oh ya !! I also miss Jun .... hahahaha .. WOW !!! SO MANY PEOPLE I MISS !! HAHAHAHA.
eonnie ... I don't have wi-fi ... :'( If I have ... I already open blogger everyday !!!! :DD but .... huuuuuuhhhh~ what can I do .. @____@

I'm happy again !!

THANKS TO MY FRIENDS FOR THEIR CRAZY COMMENTS AT FACEBOOK .. HAHA ! :DD

gomawo

Thank you for let my tears out .. so long my tears not out .. :')

D . A . E . B . A . K

Did you guys watch "Yes ! Captain" ?? If you not watch yet .. you better watch now .. because it's daebakk ~!!! I love this drama so much just like I love "Warrior Baek Dong Soo" :)  The funny , the cuteness , the acting , the emosional , the heart broken , the mean , the anger .. everything they do they are so DAEBAKK ~! seriously ... I was touch when the emosional and heart broken part .. I was laugh for the funny part . I was smile for the sweet part .. haihh.. everything that they do really awesome .. their acting really awesome .. althought I know when they making the drama .. they laugh and have fun BUT ! when come to drama ... wow~~~ we can see how hard they work .. I like Kim Yoon Sung (I don't know his real name) in that drama .. I don't like to see namja cry and heart broken .. woooo~~ really make me heart broken too .. >.<

HA! I found about them :-
http://www.romancetown.net/2000/01/take-care-of-us-captain.html#axzz1mvwDqufD

I'm BACK ! :D

wooo ~~ already wash plates , wash cloths , and clean living room . but not complete yet . XD hahahahahaa .
do you know what animals that I don't like , hate and afraid ? It is ants . Laugh if you want . =_= but it's true , when I see ants at school , I'll scream and go somewhere else . Not scream just like there's tiger in front of me . No ~~ Just scream "ahh !" and go somewhere else . haha . I'm afraid of insect . such as ants , mosquito and spider . If I see spider in my bathroom when I'm shower , I'll always look at the spider while I'm shampoo and so on ... I'm afraid . I want to go out from bathroom that time but I don't like simple shower so what can I do .... just be careful with the spider ... haha .

haaaaaa ~~ if I can webcam with you ... It must be fun right ? but .. you always online use iPad .. lucky have iPad .. >.< I have skype and I was thinking to ask you to make one . BUT ! When I remember that you always online by using iPad .. I guess you better not make one . Becausee ~~ you just going to waste your time . haha .

okay , time to off again  . Must do my homeworks now . ...

HOHOHO !

He read my blog... hahahahahha . I can't believe that he still remember that I have blog .. haha . urmmmm .... I don't know what to say ... urmmmm -think for a while- NAN MOLLA ~~ =_=
Sorry if I make you feel guilty . It just my parents already told me before to not give my pics to anyone . so when I give my pics that can see my face .. I will hope that pic that person have gone .. and yes .. I give my pic to someone and that pic gone ... he ask me to give again because he forgot my face but I say no . >.< sorry . even if I have credits , I won't give to him . It's up to him to hate me or not . =_= so jungki .. don't feel guilty and get well soon ^_^

change topic -
hwaaaaaaaaa~~!!!!!!! how to find articles on magazine or something like that about animal and peoples  ? teacher's want in eng .... how do I find .. I never buy magazine about animal and peoples . >.< tomorrow , I'm sure teacher will pissed off ... oh ya ! btw , I already found my book that I'm looking for this morning . hahaha . That book in my dongsaeng room . I don't know how it get there . haha .

that's all I guess ? need to get shower and clean my house . I didn't go to tuition because I FALL ASLEEP ! so if my house not so mess . I guess my parents won't too mad at me , right ? I HOPE SO ! eomma , appa .. mianhae ... I really fall asleep . >.< no lie .. seriously fall asleep .

I don't know what to do

haihhh... jungki jungki .. I don't know if I need to ignore you or not ... why you at hospital , HUH ?! =_=
why you not take care of yourself .. and what's with that message .. you want to make me feel guilty ? >.< get well soon .... TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF BEFORE YOU TAKE CARE OF SOMEONE ELSE . -_-lll

Hello and good afternoon :D

Hello ^^
huhu~ I already eat my lunch .. yumm yumm... haha . what are you doing right now ? have you eat your lunch ? :D good if you already .. bad =_= if you not eat yet ... haha XD
today at school ... I almost got in troubles !!! huhu ~~~ so afraid that time .. >.< but now I'm at home so can relax my mind for a while :)
I can't watch television . My dongsaeng play playstation 2 . haihh.. If he play motor racing , or F1 or mountain bike or something like that I can join . but he play WWE =_= how can  I want to join ??? I don't know how to play XD My dongsaeng not go to school today because he sick .. he anti-body really weak .. always sick . me ?? my anti-body really great !!! :D that's why I not always sick but my mental ... hahaha ... my mental not veru great .... haha . I am normal human :) yahh !!! dongsaeng ahh !!! give me play too .. >.< Noona also want to play .... or not .... Noona will switch off the tv !! hahahaha . yahh !! pabo noona !!! your dongsaeng not hear you because you talk in here . not at your dongsaeng ,, XD okay okay . I'm crazy already . hahahahhahahahahahhaha.

I'm here again .

Hello everyone , I'm here again >.< I can't find my  book :'( hwwwwwwwaaaa~~!! I'm worry . Where is that book ? I put it somewhere in a book , but I don't remember which book that I put in . MAYBE I LEFT IT UNDER MY TABLE AT SCHOOL ?! oh my ! If that happen ... hwaaaaaa~~!! I don't want to get in troubles ..... It's not me if I get in troubles . hummm.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. I am lost .

^_^

do you know this song ? Jonjengiya gopjengiya neo dugo bwa bwa neo geunyoja tto uljana gopjengiya neo dugo bwa bwa neo geunyoga tto uljana .. yeahh .. it's Mblaq - It's war ... I LOVE THAT SONG SO MUCH ! haha . I love the corus ......... hehe . It's so touching . haha :D wahhh~~ their mv so DAEBAKK ~ I don't know when this song out . but I guess I already late to know about this song .huhu ~ nevermind ... I still love this song ^^ I watch it replay replay replay replay ....huhu~ ^^ ok . byebye . that's all for this morning . I want to search for my book . The history already done . only one answer that I'm not write yet . haihh ~~ I want to be just like my friend . Diligent . Diligent is what I need to improve myself . only me can help myself . :) so byebye . I'll go to school . pray for me so that I don't have trouble at school >.< see you this afternoon .^^ (if I open my blog.. hehe .)

Don't want to go to school !

I don't want to  go to school today . so tension . :( can I skip school just for today ? of course not .. I'm not sick . so long I didn't sick . I didn't get fever .. If I sick, I have excuse but I'm not sick . what about mental sick ?? haha.. yeah .. my mental is sick right now . I feel giving up right now . hahahha . I can't find my book !! can somebody search it for me ?? HAHA ! where's my book gone ?? I have to do essay ~~~~~~~~~~~~!! >.< WHERE IS THAT BOOK ???!! the essay must finish now . so that at school , I can focus about the physics thing . .. BOOK !! WHERE ARE YOU ??!! don't make me like this >.< urrmmm.. I'll do the history homeworks first ..... btw , where is that book ???!!!! haihh... making trouble in a morning . I start my morning not in a good way -_- but I MUST start my school , with a good way :D so bye ~

already wake up ?? hoho !

hello everyone !! wake up wake up !! its already morning !! XD I wake up early because want to finish my homeworks . I just want to sleep half an hour until 11 pm . but I fall asleep . =_= aiiiii~~ why always like this ? okay . I better start doing my homeworks . huhu ~ homeworks , make it easy okay . And brain , give me a lot of idea okay ? If not I will get in troubles =_= byebye . want to do homeworks after that go to school . I'll feel very sleepy at school . >.< hwaaaa~~~!!! must CONCENTRATE at school :D so byebye . If I finish early , I can sleep for a while . maybe I can have a sleep at least 10 minutes ? hahaha . mann ~~ I'll be panda today . Have circle under my eyes >.< hwaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~!!! byebye . good morning and have a nice day ^^

Molla ~

my cousin got new handphone and it is smartphone .. =,= I really jealous.. I NEED TO SAVE MONEY FROM NOW ! haha . haihh.. I don't what to write . I just feel I need always post anything untiy l next week . I hope have internet . >.< omg !! My homewroks not done yet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS BAD ! need to start doing my homeworks . I guess I'll have to wake up until morning . If I fall asleep I will not finish my homework and in red light to get scold or get troubles at school . wooo~ I don't want to get scold and get troubles at school . my trouble already a lot . I don't want to add . hahahaa . ha ! my room is in mess again !! hwaaaaa~~!!! =,= oh ya ! do you know how to save money ?? I want to save money but I can't because when I already save some money , I'll use that money again >.< ohoiii~ I can't save money if like that . should I bring food from home to school ? that will save my money but what should I bring ??? my bread at home already expired .. hahaha. even when I buy a new bread , I don't know what should I do with the bread to bring to my school . SHOULD I MAKE SANDWICH ?? ^^ I love sandwich .. It's simple , yummy and can make you feel not hungry anymore ! haha . hurmm .. but how to make sandwich .. I don't know how to make delicious sandwich with salad , chicken , mushroom .. yumm yumm .. I never make sandwich like that but I like sandwich like that . I have to to ask someone that can do like that to stay at my house as my chef . HAHAHAHAHA ! I'll have my personal chef ? XD haihh.. what I'm thinking . but if I have , that's more like it . hahahahaha . okay okay . enough for tonight . good night and sweet dreams . :) I'll do my homeworks now . >.< I already feel sleepy .. haha  . -knock my head- XD

Gone for a while :)

Hello .. good morning ^^ already have your breakfast ? If not , you better go breakfast now . Breakfast very important ^^
okay .. The title of today is "Gone for a while" .. It's mean , in a week , I'll deactivated all my facebook account . hehe .
and I'll not open my blog , twitter , skype and so on for more than 4 months . >.< don't miss me ~ hahaha .


FOR JUNGKI :-


Jungki ahh~ I know we ignore each other right now ... but I hope when I'm back after 4 months , I hope you not mad at me anymore :) my pics is my privacy . When we grow up , we can meet each other . That's more better, right ? haha . Have fun when you travel to London . Take care of your grandmother :) and say hi from me to your grandmother . Don't forget to say what did I said last night to your grandmother . If you forget , I'll tell you again . "Hi !^^ Welcome back to Seoul, Korea . stay healthy halmeoni ~ ^^" don't forget to say that to your grandmother when you travel to London ! ^^ 


okay ~ I guess that's all for today . byebye . see you after 4 months . haha . I'll miss you all ~ ^^  

What is this ?

hohoho ! so long did not post anything . sorry . but I'm very very very busy with school , homeworks and house . I'm really tension lately . hahaha . actually I start tension last year . because of that , I cried a lot last year . haha . but that's last year . The past is the past . Just like Kevin sing in Somebody- U-kiss song . haihh.. people said that teenagers hurt a lot of people . I mean teenagers always make someone heart broken . Is that true ? I guess it's true . becausee ... I also hurts people . I'm teenagers now . so ...
from good girl that always quiet , now I be bad girl that can't control my tension and my anger . I don't want to be bad girl . Its break my heart . but what can I do ? I already be bad girl . I want someone that can comfort me but no one can . I don't have boyfriend that will take care of me and if there someone that comfort me , that person only comfort me just from texting and so on . *sigh so long I did not cry . so I guess I need to cry so that I can wash my eyes right ? maybe because I'm cry for a long time and that's make me be bad girl ? I don't know . but I think it is ridiculus . haihh... I just don't know WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ?! why I AM BAD GIRL NOW ?! WHY ?! no one can answer . because you also don't know if you're bad or good people . *sigh I guess I'll just have to patient . right ? I know that's what you want to reply if you read this . *sigh I can't even cry if front of anyone including my family . people said , if I just keep it secret and not let anyone know how I feel . I'll get crazy . yeah . I AM CRAZY NOW ! so to those that have problems and you feel just like you can't handle yourself . find someone that can make you feel better . If you can , cry when you talk with that person . Don't tell how you feel on sosial network . you will cry alone and it's not good because no one can't help you even if you cry so hard . so find someone that you know in real life and if you think that person can help you , so be with that person . tell you problems and that person will try to help you :)

Trouble ! I AM BAD GIRL !

I am bad girl.
If I say that, do you believe me???!!! >.<
If you believe that I am bad girl , its mean you're my friend.
If you don't believe that I am bad girl , its mean you're not my friend.
HAHA! Its weird right?? haihh...
Everyday my day not right...:'(
I'm so sad and frustrated....
So many homeworks...
Its okay because ... well.. Its school right. So if don't have any homeworks, thats not call school =.=
Having problem everyday.
Always want to cry but I can't...!!!!
I have no tears left. So poor me~
I can't cry anymore....>.< NO TEARS LEFT! hwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaa! suddenly I miss him. why he transfer to other school !!! I hope he happy there !! TAKE CAREE~~!!! for your information !!! you're the second person that I can't forget !!! how dare you not talk with me before you transfer to other school. so heartbreaking !!!! I don't want to like anyone anymore.. very hate it !!!!!

I don't want make the same mistake!

I have to deactivated facebook again...
And this time... I won't activated back...
I don't want to make the same mistake that I do at my second facebook..
I didn't ask for forgiveness yet from them..They are Korean people...
One of them, someone that I really close with...
I love my second account of facebook so much! but because of my attitude...
We're not friend anymore...I can't add him.. I feel guilty and also someone that I really close add him..
I keep my second account as my secret for a long time....
And today... I re-deactivated my first account and I won't re-activated..... except if have something that I must activated back..
Jungki ah~! I won't re-activated my facebook... but don't worry... Its okay and I'm okay.. Its not your fault.. It just I don't want to make the same mistake... Once already enough.. :)
Get well soon and always take care ok? ^^

About My Friend Name Jungki :p

I know that if anyone that read the title. That person maybe want to know who is that person that name Jungki that I'm going to tell right now. right?? If you didn't think like that...maybe you not human. Maybe you're alien~~!! XD just joking...chill :p
ok...now I will write about him.
I know him not just like normal people know someone else.
I know him because I help my cousin that name Sunny (not the Girls Generation Sunny).
After that, when they already couple. That time I start be friend with him. First, I don't know how to talk with him. HAHA! but after that, I feel comfortable to talk with him. He is emotional guy. Really emotional guy. =.=
I am naughty and happy girl. If you ask anyone that friend with me at my school. They know that I always laugh and smile. Until they call me happy girl when I 12 years old. But now, I don't think they remember that. HAHA! Thank goodness... but all at school know I am laugh girl. so... Jungki is emotional guy and I am happy girl.(always laugh) so... when we talk...sometimes he will start emotional. and he make cry face. you know. when he make that face.. it doesn't look just like a face that only have one tears. my chat is smiley. I mean I get different smiley from SmileyCentral.com . when he make cry face. That face become just like .... haihh... I don't know how to tell.. hahahah. only people that have SmileyCentral can understand me. =.= so hard to explain. well... the thing that I'm trying to say... when I'm chat... I will feel just like I'm talking with that person.. so when I laugh when I read what that person reply. I will write my laugh as my reply.. so Jungki.. don't take it to your heart.:) haihh!!
I want to write about my friend name Jungki ! but why suddenly I write that. =.= it is because that what in my mind right now. and when I'm writing, it just like I'm talking. so when I'm talking . I want the person that I'm talking with understand so that there's not misunderstanding. :) okay okay.
I'll tell you about this guy name Jungki.
* He emotional guy. Romantic guy. Nice guy.
BUT! I hope he not be so emotional guy, romantic guy. I want him to be funny guy, kind guy and honest guy. :) Most of girl like funny guy. but don't forget to be yourself. If you want to joke with that person. You can joke with them but after that you must say that you just joking. If not you will have trouble with that person.
* He is from Korea.
Everyone know where is Korea? If don't know... go seacrh map ~! :p haha..I'm sure you know.
* He have a nice body. (He have muscles)
yes! He have a nice body. but I hope he can change his DP on facebook. I know he handsome. but need to change DP to better one. :)
* He funny sometimes.
he can be funny and naughty but I don't why only wih me he like that. With my cousin he very romantic. but not funny! =.= i hope he can make sweet funny with my cousin. not always say miss my cousin.. say I love you at my cousin. you must give message (inbox at fb) just like how she is? you also can tell story about what you do today if have interesting story. :)

okay . I guess thats all. I don't have any more idea. because I'm afraid he will not understand.
so..
TO : JUNGKI
ALTHOUGHT I SAY ALL THIS. I WANT YOU TO BE YOURSELF. only that don't be so emotional. be sweet funny when talk with sunny. and change your DP ~! I know you're handsome guy.. but you need to put nice pic ^^ you need to put nice pic that you think sunny will say that you're handsome. :)

My...I don't know....haha...someone that make me feel comfortable?

This is about yesterday. I write in on my phone because I'm afraid that I'm forgot what I want to say.
Jungki~! Sorry that I write it here. Me2day can't write very long so I use my blog but don't tell anyone that I have blog... I already keep this blog as my secret for a long time.. I trust you brother :) ok. Now I tell my story.
Yesterday I go to Empire Gallery (shopping mall) , and we go to bookstore.. I'm forgot what its name. There a lot of book. I found language place and I found Korean Language. I have Korean Language book before but it is only useful when already at Korea. By the way, I stay there and enjoying my reading. After that, I look at back and there is namja that very very handsome! >.< I don't know why when I see him, I ran away. After that I look back again and WOW! my eyes not wrong... He really really handsome.. And make me feel want to talk with him. Usually I don't have any feeling want to talk with handsome people before because of uncomfortable but... he . . . he make me feel very comfortable.. I feel just like want to talk with him and be friends with him .. Just friend.. because I know, someone that handsome like him must have girlfriend.. First, i thought he is one of the worker there.. After that I saw him siting while reading ! >.< OMG! Its make me more feel want to talk with him. Jungki~!! I don't know if he Chinese or Japanese or Korean.. because I didn't see his face...!! >.< Its weird right ? I saw him and feel comfortable.. but I didn't even know how he look. I only look from his side only. BUT! SERIOUSLY! He make me feel very comfortable!>.<
Jungki, if you have friend that come to Malaysia and go to Empire Gallery on 1 January 2012.. and that friend is the same person that I saw, can you tell him that I want to be friend with him?^^ Just friend :)