Good Morning :)

Good Morning, today the reason I wake up early is I NEED TO DO MY HOMEWORKS ! T_T I need to do essay .. but I don't have idea .. urgghhhh .. oh ya. My eyes hurt right now .. because crying last night . I was wondering .. is she want him back ? or is he still have feeling at her ? although a little ?? arrhhh .. I'm confused .. I am very confused because I don't know what to do .. My friend said "Just enjoy the time with him" .. Its mean just be happy with him .. sooo ... I followed what my friend said .. although I am seriously don't know what to do .. but I will just be happy with him ... what if she want him back ??? should I let him go ? :'( well ... actually, if thats make him happy then I will let him go if he want to be with her back .. I don't want to force him to do anything .. all I want from him is 3 things :- 1. Always smile 2. Be happy all the time 3. Take care of his health .. That's all .. although yeahhh .. I want him to be honest and so on something like that ... but that 3 things more important to me .. I don't mind if I hurt .. but I mind if he hurt .. I don't want to make him sad .. >_< DON'T WANT ! If he happy , then I'll be happy .. I hope if he have feeling to her again , he will tell me .. Right now, in my mind .. I think about what that will make me okay after something happen .. I mean maybe he want to break up .. and I already have the answer .. I JUST NEED him to be HONEST with me .. I don't care if it will hurt me but with honest .. I'll be okay with time flies .. :') sooo .. for now, I want to be happy with him and make him happy .. I don't want him to know that I am sad or anything .. I have two blogs , I need to let out what I feel so that I can feel a little relax .. so that's why I write all this in this blog .. I have two blogs .. The other blog , I will write when I'm happy .. hehe . Its mean that this blog will be my sad blog or my feeling that I don't him to know so fast .. That's all . I need to do my homeworks =___= byebye.