hohoho ! so long did not post anything . sorry . but I'm very very very busy with school , homeworks and house . I'm really tension lately . hahaha . actually I start tension last year . because of that , I cried a lot last year . haha . but that's last year . The past is the past . Just like Kevin sing in Somebody- U-kiss song . haihh.. people said that teenagers hurt a lot of people . I mean teenagers always make someone heart broken . Is that true ? I guess it's true . becausee ... I also hurts people . I'm teenagers now . so ...
from good girl that always quiet , now I be bad girl that can't control my tension and my anger . I don't want to be bad girl . Its break my heart . but what can I do ? I already be bad girl . I want someone that can comfort me but no one can . I don't have boyfriend that will take care of me and if there someone that comfort me , that person only comfort me just from texting and so on . *sigh so long I did not cry . so I guess I need to cry so that I can wash my eyes right ? maybe because I'm cry for a long time and that's make me be bad girl ? I don't know . but I think it is ridiculus . haihh... I just don't know WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ?! why I AM BAD GIRL NOW ?! WHY ?! no one can answer . because you also don't know if you're bad or good people . *sigh I guess I'll just have to patient . right ? I know that's what you want to reply if you read this . *sigh I can't even cry if front of anyone including my family . people said , if I just keep it secret and not let anyone know how I feel . I'll get crazy . yeah . I AM CRAZY NOW ! so to those that have problems and you feel just like you can't handle yourself . find someone that can make you feel better . If you can , cry when you talk with that person . Don't tell how you feel on sosial network . you will cry alone and it's not good because no one can't help you even if you cry so hard . so find someone that you know in real life and if you think that person can help you , so be with that person . tell you problems and that person will try to help you :)
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