Hi blog :)

I already make my decision ... whatever happen .. I will always trust him and I will always be with him .. I'm sorry but I can't let him go .. :)

Good Morning :)

Good Morning, today the reason I wake up early is I NEED TO DO MY HOMEWORKS ! T_T I need to do essay .. but I don't have idea .. urgghhhh .. oh ya. My eyes hurt right now .. because crying last night . I was wondering .. is she want him back ? or is he still have feeling at her ? although a little ?? arrhhh .. I'm confused .. I am very confused because I don't know what to do .. My friend said "Just enjoy the time with him" .. Its mean just be happy with him .. sooo ... I followed what my friend said .. although I am seriously don't know what to do .. but I will just be happy with him ... what if she want him back ??? should I let him go ? :'( well ... actually, if thats make him happy then I will let him go if he want to be with her back .. I don't want to force him to do anything .. all I want from him is 3 things :- 1. Always smile 2. Be happy all the time 3. Take care of his health .. That's all .. although yeahhh .. I want him to be honest and so on something like that ... but that 3 things more important to me .. I don't mind if I hurt .. but I mind if he hurt .. I don't want to make him sad .. >_< DON'T WANT ! If he happy , then I'll be happy .. I hope if he have feeling to her again , he will tell me .. Right now, in my mind .. I think about what that will make me okay after something happen .. I mean maybe he want to break up .. and I already have the answer .. I JUST NEED him to be HONEST with me .. I don't care if it will hurt me but with honest .. I'll be okay with time flies .. :') sooo .. for now, I want to be happy with him and make him happy .. I don't want him to know that I am sad or anything .. I have two blogs , I need to let out what I feel so that I can feel a little relax .. so that's why I write all this in this blog .. I have two blogs .. The other blog , I will write when I'm happy .. hehe . Its mean that this blog will be my sad blog or my feeling that I don't him to know so fast .. That's all . I need to do my homeworks =___= byebye.

Finally :')

FINALLY ! Tonight I am official crying .. :') because of I can't control my anger .. I text my friend and told her everything .. Because I always told my friend everything ... :') Thank you my friend . While texting my friend , I am crying ... :') Well.. better let it out than hold it ... *sigh I feel very sad right now . I am crying while angry soo my body shake a lot while crying ... Right now, I still have crying and angry a little . My mouth is shaking right now .. >_< haishhh ..  but I'll be fine . Now , I want to do my homeworks but first .. I need to think ..

MUST BE PATIENT !

I ! AM ! VERY ! ANGRY ! RIGHT NOW ! I DON'T KNOW ! THE ANGER !!!!!!!!!!!! OMG !! I CANNOT CALM MYSELF !!!! OKAY .. NOW I FEEL JUST LIKE I'M GOING TO CRY .. I HATE WHEN MY ANGER TURN INTO TEARS !!! I HATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! URGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! BUT STILL ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 OKAY !!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I START TO CRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_________________T FINE ! I WILL LET MYSELF CRY FOR TONIGHT BUT MY ANGER ???!!! HOW ABOUT IT ???!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT CALM MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T____________________T

Welcome back :D

WOAHHHH .. Do you want to know something ? Just now , this blog SPEAK ! It say "Welcome Back !" tooo .. ME !!! :DD ahahaaha.. I am just joking .. are you crazy ? Blog can speak ?? =___= If that happen , I will very freaking out ! >_< hehe . Oh ya ! Actually I  have another blog ! :D hehe . I know you not wanna know how I am .. but WHAT I CARE ? :P This is my blog .. I can write anything :P okay ... urmmm .. Lately , urmmm ... I already got all my Mid-year exam results .. >_< Seriously I say ! I HATE MYSELF ! -____- VERY HATE ! hurmmm .. I don't want to show to my parents because I know they will be upset with me .. because my results very horrible .. Cannot describe how bad it is .. haaaaaa ... but my parents will know about my results SOON ! because .. it will have parents meeting and also my parents can see my results through Internet TT____TT I know they will be dissappoint and upset .. I'm sorry mom and dad .. very sorry T_T I know I am bad girl because I always make you guys upset with me plus .. I am not good girl at home ... I am lazy , hot temper .. But mom , dad .. You will never know how my truly am . because I don't want to show you guys my real me ... I'm sorry for everything .
I am getting worst .. The more I'm trying to be nice , the more I turn into bad girl .. U_U What's wrong with me ? MOLLA ! -___-
For Sunny eonnie : HI! hahahaha .. Finally !! I can open back ! XD Miss you eonnie ! :D

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YOU !!!!! YOU !!!!! You make me hate you...................

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