Trouble ! I AM BAD GIRL !

I am bad girl.
If I say that, do you believe me???!!! >.<
If you believe that I am bad girl , its mean you're my friend.
If you don't believe that I am bad girl , its mean you're not my friend.
HAHA! Its weird right?? haihh...
Everyday my day not right...:'(
I'm so sad and frustrated....
So many homeworks...
Its okay because ... well.. Its school right. So if don't have any homeworks, thats not call school =.=
Having problem everyday.
Always want to cry but I can't...!!!!
I have no tears left. So poor me~
I can't cry anymore....>.< NO TEARS LEFT! hwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaa! suddenly I miss him. why he transfer to other school !!! I hope he happy there !! TAKE CAREE~~!!! for your information !!! you're the second person that I can't forget !!! how dare you not talk with me before you transfer to other school. so heartbreaking !!!! I don't want to like anyone anymore.. very hate it !!!!!

I don't want make the same mistake!

I have to deactivated facebook again...
And this time... I won't activated back...
I don't want to make the same mistake that I do at my second facebook..
I didn't ask for forgiveness yet from them..They are Korean people...
One of them, someone that I really close with...
I love my second account of facebook so much! but because of my attitude...
We're not friend anymore...I can't add him.. I feel guilty and also someone that I really close add him..
I keep my second account as my secret for a long time....
And today... I re-deactivated my first account and I won't re-activated..... except if have something that I must activated back..
Jungki ah~! I won't re-activated my facebook... but don't worry... Its okay and I'm okay.. Its not your fault.. It just I don't want to make the same mistake... Once already enough.. :)
Get well soon and always take care ok? ^^

About My Friend Name Jungki :p

I know that if anyone that read the title. That person maybe want to know who is that person that name Jungki that I'm going to tell right now. right?? If you didn't think like that...maybe you not human. Maybe you're alien~~!! XD just joking...chill :p
ok...now I will write about him.
I know him not just like normal people know someone else.
I know him because I help my cousin that name Sunny (not the Girls Generation Sunny).
After that, when they already couple. That time I start be friend with him. First, I don't know how to talk with him. HAHA! but after that, I feel comfortable to talk with him. He is emotional guy. Really emotional guy. =.=
I am naughty and happy girl. If you ask anyone that friend with me at my school. They know that I always laugh and smile. Until they call me happy girl when I 12 years old. But now, I don't think they remember that. HAHA! Thank goodness... but all at school know I am laugh girl. so... Jungki is emotional guy and I am happy girl.(always laugh) so... when we talk...sometimes he will start emotional. and he make cry face. you know. when he make that face.. it doesn't look just like a face that only have one tears. my chat is smiley. I mean I get different smiley from SmileyCentral.com . when he make cry face. That face become just like .... haihh... I don't know how to tell.. hahahah. only people that have SmileyCentral can understand me. =.= so hard to explain. well... the thing that I'm trying to say... when I'm chat... I will feel just like I'm talking with that person.. so when I laugh when I read what that person reply. I will write my laugh as my reply.. so Jungki.. don't take it to your heart.:) haihh!!
I want to write about my friend name Jungki ! but why suddenly I write that. =.= it is because that what in my mind right now. and when I'm writing, it just like I'm talking. so when I'm talking . I want the person that I'm talking with understand so that there's not misunderstanding. :) okay okay.
I'll tell you about this guy name Jungki.
* He emotional guy. Romantic guy. Nice guy.
BUT! I hope he not be so emotional guy, romantic guy. I want him to be funny guy, kind guy and honest guy. :) Most of girl like funny guy. but don't forget to be yourself. If you want to joke with that person. You can joke with them but after that you must say that you just joking. If not you will have trouble with that person.
* He is from Korea.
Everyone know where is Korea? If don't know... go seacrh map ~! :p haha..I'm sure you know.
* He have a nice body. (He have muscles)
yes! He have a nice body. but I hope he can change his DP on facebook. I know he handsome. but need to change DP to better one. :)
* He funny sometimes.
he can be funny and naughty but I don't why only wih me he like that. With my cousin he very romantic. but not funny! =.= i hope he can make sweet funny with my cousin. not always say miss my cousin.. say I love you at my cousin. you must give message (inbox at fb) just like how she is? you also can tell story about what you do today if have interesting story. :)

okay . I guess thats all. I don't have any more idea. because I'm afraid he will not understand.
so..
TO : JUNGKI
ALTHOUGHT I SAY ALL THIS. I WANT YOU TO BE YOURSELF. only that don't be so emotional. be sweet funny when talk with sunny. and change your DP ~! I know you're handsome guy.. but you need to put nice pic ^^ you need to put nice pic that you think sunny will say that you're handsome. :)

My...I don't know....haha...someone that make me feel comfortable?

This is about yesterday. I write in on my phone because I'm afraid that I'm forgot what I want to say.
Jungki~! Sorry that I write it here. Me2day can't write very long so I use my blog but don't tell anyone that I have blog... I already keep this blog as my secret for a long time.. I trust you brother :) ok. Now I tell my story.
Yesterday I go to Empire Gallery (shopping mall) , and we go to bookstore.. I'm forgot what its name. There a lot of book. I found language place and I found Korean Language. I have Korean Language book before but it is only useful when already at Korea. By the way, I stay there and enjoying my reading. After that, I look at back and there is namja that very very handsome! >.< I don't know why when I see him, I ran away. After that I look back again and WOW! my eyes not wrong... He really really handsome.. And make me feel want to talk with him. Usually I don't have any feeling want to talk with handsome people before because of uncomfortable but... he . . . he make me feel very comfortable.. I feel just like want to talk with him and be friends with him .. Just friend.. because I know, someone that handsome like him must have girlfriend.. First, i thought he is one of the worker there.. After that I saw him siting while reading ! >.< OMG! Its make me more feel want to talk with him. Jungki~!! I don't know if he Chinese or Japanese or Korean.. because I didn't see his face...!! >.< Its weird right ? I saw him and feel comfortable.. but I didn't even know how he look. I only look from his side only. BUT! SERIOUSLY! He make me feel very comfortable!>.<
Jungki, if you have friend that come to Malaysia and go to Empire Gallery on 1 January 2012.. and that friend is the same person that I saw, can you tell him that I want to be friend with him?^^ Just friend :)