Today

Today I have no school , but I don't know why , I feel just like I am upset girl . Really really really upset girl . I miss my friend , I'm bored . I have nothing to do although I have works to do but I feel just like I have nothing to do . I don't know why I feel like this . Maybe because of the condition of my body . I can't hear so well . I also feel just like when I talk , I'm talking to myself . It feel just like there a cave in my ears . I love typing !!! I love looking at my hand typing ! It just like I play piano . HAHA . I also feel just like I am the best about typing ! *laugh* SILLY !!!! haihhh ~ Nevermind ! I want to cook !! My brother want to eat and I have to cook for him . When I say brother , its not brother that older than me , but its brother that younger than me . I don't have brother that older than me ! I'm the first !! I'm firstborn ! okayy~ I'm out now . I want to cookkkkkkkk ~~!!! kekekeke...

B1A4 - Only One

This song make me more emosional . But I love emosional songs than happy songs . I also don't know why . But maybe because when I listen to happy songs or fast tracks , I only look at their idol in that song only . Its different when I listen to emosional songs , I feel just like I don't care who sing that song but I FALL IN LOVE with that song !
huuh ! Actually I already write a lot at this post . But suddenly my computer SHUT DOWN ! So I'm lazy to write it back ! Its so longggggggggggg~~!!!!!!! >.< Plus , I can't remember all of it . daa~

friends and my feeling

I don't kow why, when I close with someone, I will have hate feeling . Everytime I feel like that , I will feel just like want to cry . Now , I have someone that I feel hate . I don't want to hate her but my heart hate her . Its okay . I will try to control my feeling .
I will tell you about my feeling at my love . I love him , I like him . Because of that , I always want to meet him . I want to be close with him . Everytime I feel just like he avoided me , I'll feel just like I clap only one hand . It make me sad when I recall the time I really crazy and happy when I met him . Please ! Can you tell me whether you like me or not ? Whether you fall in love with me or not ? Don't make me wait for your answer ! Its hurt you know ! :'(