cagyaa~~

i miss you

why u so mean when u know i like u??? why u avoid me???

its hurt when i think about u....

i want~~!!!

woahhh~~~~ i wish i have headphone~~~ X)

^3^

i love singing....do u love singing too?? i know that u love singing too...X)

i have a very nice voice....i guess...but to others..i don know if they think my voice are good...

i don care ah~~ when i sing...i can forget about my problem...

or i can make myself not to think about my problem...

but when i'm with anyone else such as my friends.....

my voice not so good ah~~~

because i'm shy and not confident of myself that time...

i love dance too...but i need someone to teach me the step...

i mean...i know hot to sing but i still need choreography...

i always dance sexy dance....but i'm control it....

thats why its look awkward....

and thats why my maid always laugh at me...=.= chincha eyoo~~!!

but my dream not to be singer or dancer...

i only want to go to singing and dancing class only......hehe..<3

SAKURA SHIRAISHI...

unnie ah~~ i guess i know why u can't forget ranmaru....
we're same ah~ i also can't forget mine....>.<
but u already have new one...
so....
i guess u should make him happy ah~ don make him worry about u..
althought i didn't close with him...
but its about love and relationship...
everyone have same mind if talk about love and relationship...
maybe not anyone...
i don know meh~ i never have one...
so i don know how it feel have relationship....love...and so on..
so...
do your best~~!!! hwaiting~!!! ^^v

PABOYA~~~!!

why i can't forget u????

why i can't stop thinking about u?????

why i feel just like i still love u...??

why u have to be in my heart...???

do u know that its hurt when  i saw u and i have to pretend just like i don love u anymore...???

i always said to myself that i don love u anymore...and i will never love u again....

but why i can't do that..........

why u have to be in my life??? WHY??

i try to find someone else that i can love.....

yes i found two...

one is older than me....and other at my tuition...

but what happen?????? i still can't forget u.....T.T

when i go shopping with my family at shopping mall...

i always hope that u're there...after that i realize.....

i won't be yours...and i won't meet u there at the shopping mall....

i am so stupid for waiting for u~~!!! T.T