CRAZYYYYYYYYYY!!

Someone: Crazy??
Me: yaa~~
Someone: Why the title is crazy?? What did you mean??
Me: Its mean..I crazy..I AM ! I am the one that crazy.. You want to know something?
Someone: okkkaayyy....relaxx relaxx..just tell me...but slowwwllyyy...
Me: You know that I have a lot of accounts??
Someone: What? no way! What account did you have?? And how many?
Me: *laugh* I have skype, yahoo messenger, a lot of facebook, twitter, myspace, me2day, plurk, mixpod, blog and a lot of yahoo account..*laugh* haha kinda crazy right?
Someone: *put her hand at my head* yeeeaahh~ you kinda crazy right now..err..
Me: BUT! I'm not finish say yet.. I already deactivated all my facebook...I don't have myspace anymore..so right now..I have blog, twitter, plurk, skype, yahoo messenger, a lot of yahoo account, mixpod and me2day..
Someone: ahh~ now you not really crazy right? Siinnccee..your facebooks deactivated...
Me: ah! ya. but a little. But. . . I still feel just like I'm still crazzy..
Someone: *lying on the bed* so... What can make you think right now?
Me: What did you mean? *join lying on the bed*
Someone: yeeahh..maybe you think of somewhere and you do something there..
Me: ahh~ I think of Okinawa, Japan or Jeju Island.
Someone: uh?
Me: There so beautiful.. I wish I can wear cap, sunglasses, headphone, hoddie and after that sit at the beach at night. Close eyes and listen to jazz or slow songs or touching songs. wahh. . .
Someone: *think* hajiman..why must wear sunglasses??
Me: *laugh* Just for fashion and so that no one can recognize me.
Someone: *laugh* ahh~ okay okay..You with me right now. And I don't want you to be crazy so you can think whatever you want.
Me: *laugh* okaayy..

P/s: Haha. Sorry because its suddenly be just like conversation. But actually I really like to made dialogue. When I make dialogue, actually I talk with myself. I like dreaming so yeah~ Anyway, I hopie you get my point about the title. Haha. Oh ya! And make dialouge or dreaming or talk with myself really make me happy. Sometimes when talk with myself, I sing. After that, my parents will mad at me because I talk with myself and sing while doing works at home. =.= I just want to release tension.

THE DUMMY OF I AM

Today post "THE DUMMY OF I AM"...
Know why I write it "THE DUMMY OF I AM"...
Because its true...
But I believe..Everyone have this feeling...
The feeling that you thought you can forget someone that you really love but actually you can't...<3
Its already a long time I didn't met him...
I miss him..plus..today I met my ex-someone that I like...
He so kind today...>.< Althought he didn't talk with me.. but I can feel that he kind with me today..*sigh
Why my lover didn't come? :'( I misssssssssss himmmmmmmmmmmmm !!! I hope tomorrow he come to school..
I hope I can take pic with him like this pic..

^0^

I wish I can wear this...

 

 THIS CUTE RIGHT ^^

But I know its not going to happen because he not someone that fashion like this..:'(

 I REALLY REALLY WANT TO WEAR THIS HOODIE WITH HIM ^3^

 [ ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN :'( ]

The lastly, I want to be cute couple but I guess he not someone that can romantic .. For example, give me teddy bear, chocolate, flower and cards.. but I said it again.. Its not gonna happen..

 

 ! THIS THING NOT GONNA HAPPEN WITH HIM !

사쿠라 시라이시...

언니...
당신은 내게 느낌 싫어요 있나요? I know you have that feeling.
하지만...난 화가 아니에요...
당신은 나처럼 평범한 사람이야...
so I must understand, right?
I don't know if I'm right or not...
But I see you post "throw away this bad feeling~"..
You post on your blog 1 week ago...
What I can read..you wrote..
"it about someone.. i dunno why i hate her now.. =.=' i close with her but now i hate her~ she one of my bestfriends BEFORE.. i thought she my bestfriends but now i'm not sure about that.." 
I only can read this.. After that, I go to your blog to read the post.. fully.. But I can't find it. Its mean you already delete that post.. 
I guess it about me right? or maybe I'm wrong?
Even if its about me.. I won't mad or anything.. I am human and you also human..
Both of us are weak human.. Both of us have feelings.. As human, I understand it..
But I want to say.. SORRY if I made you have bad feelings at me..
Don't feel quilty when you read this.. :) Just chill unnie !! ^^ remember.. me and you are human.. so I really understand.. :)

난 두려워...

예...제목은 "내가 두려워"입니다..
그래서 내가 무서워 이유에 대해 말해주지...
세상의 종말이되면 우리도 몰라요, 그렇죠? 
나는 그것에 대해 생각하면, 난 정말 무서워 느낍니다.
저는 죄가 많아 ᅲ.ᅲ 그것은 나를 그렇게 무서워하게!
그것 때문에, 좋은 사람이 되길 최선을 다할께요! 그게 전부입니다 난 단지에 대해서 지금 생각하고 있습니다.
그래서, 내가 말하고 싶은 ...

I'M SORRY IF I MAKE MISTAKES AT YOU ! I'M JUST NORMAL GIRL THAT 

ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKE IN MY LIFE ! I AM WEAK PERSON ! ALTHOUGH I TRY 

MY BEST TO BE BETTER, BUT I STILL MAKE MISTAKES ! THATS WHY I SAID I'M

JUST WEAK PERSON ! ONCE AGAIN...I WANT TO SAY THAT I'M VERY 

VERY SORRY ! PLEASE ACCEPT MY FORGIVENESS !  

About me

I won't tell you about my name, my age, where I live, where I school and so on.
I will tell you about how I am :-
* I am hot temper when I'm at home (its because of my naughty dongsaengs)
* I am happy and funny girl at school.
* I am someone that follow my heart !
For example : - If I feel just like I hate that person, I hate that person but I will try my best to remove the hate feeling. - If I feel I like that person, I will always like that person. - I always try to not have bad mood because if I'm bad mood, I will scream, scold people and so on.(after that my mother scold me.=.= really nice, huh?)
* I am honest girl. (When I try to lie, its hard for me to lie and you can see that I lie.)
* I am good actor ! ^^ (Mostly I use it when I keep my secret or my friend secret.:D)
* I don't like people show off. For example :- I can speak this language. That person not really know to speak. She just know the basic only. But she speak just like she really pro. Even me didn't want people know that I know to speak that language(only my friends know I can speak that language.) and it make me so angry !
* I don't like hypocrite people. Honestly, I'm not really nice girl. It because I'm hot temper.:p but I am naughty and sporting girl. So mostly I can friend with someone that just like me. I didn't mean someone that hot temper ! I mean someone that naughty and sporting !^^


I think thats all about me(for now). If I have anything that I remember about me. I will edit this post. :)
Bye :D

Today

Today I have no school , but I don't know why , I feel just like I am upset girl . Really really really upset girl . I miss my friend , I'm bored . I have nothing to do although I have works to do but I feel just like I have nothing to do . I don't know why I feel like this . Maybe because of the condition of my body . I can't hear so well . I also feel just like when I talk , I'm talking to myself . It feel just like there a cave in my ears . I love typing !!! I love looking at my hand typing ! It just like I play piano . HAHA . I also feel just like I am the best about typing ! *laugh* SILLY !!!! haihhh ~ Nevermind ! I want to cook !! My brother want to eat and I have to cook for him . When I say brother , its not brother that older than me , but its brother that younger than me . I don't have brother that older than me ! I'm the first !! I'm firstborn ! okayy~ I'm out now . I want to cookkkkkkkk ~~!!! kekekeke...

B1A4 - Only One

This song make me more emosional . But I love emosional songs than happy songs . I also don't know why . But maybe because when I listen to happy songs or fast tracks , I only look at their idol in that song only . Its different when I listen to emosional songs , I feel just like I don't care who sing that song but I FALL IN LOVE with that song !
huuh ! Actually I already write a lot at this post . But suddenly my computer SHUT DOWN ! So I'm lazy to write it back ! Its so longggggggggggg~~!!!!!!! >.< Plus , I can't remember all of it . daa~

friends and my feeling

I don't kow why, when I close with someone, I will have hate feeling . Everytime I feel like that , I will feel just like want to cry . Now , I have someone that I feel hate . I don't want to hate her but my heart hate her . Its okay . I will try to control my feeling .
I will tell you about my feeling at my love . I love him , I like him . Because of that , I always want to meet him . I want to be close with him . Everytime I feel just like he avoided me , I'll feel just like I clap only one hand . It make me sad when I recall the time I really crazy and happy when I met him . Please ! Can you tell me whether you like me or not ? Whether you fall in love with me or not ? Don't make me wait for your answer ! Its hurt you know ! :'(

cherry :)

I already give my number at twitter message..:)

goodbye honey :)

When I fall in love with you,
I can't stop thinking about you,
Everyday I want to meet you,
Everyday I want to see your smile,
Everyday I want to hear your laugh,
Everyday I want to dream about you,
Everyday I'm talking myself and feel just like I'm talking with you,
Everything that I do,
I always think about you,
But now not anymore,
Thanks for run away from me,
It make me not hard to forget you when you do that,
Thank you so much~
But now I want to say goodbye to you,
I hope you happy with someone that you love,
I don't know who that you love but I hope you be patient to wait for her,
If you love me, I'm sorry to say but you need to forget me,
I don't want falling in love with you,
But I hope we can be friend forever.
Let's follow our own life :)

I hope you always happy :)

unnie

open your twitter...n open your message and reply...hahaha...

Sakura Shiraishi

unnie...you don't miss me??/ huhu~ you have a lot of friends in facebook...
i don't have..thats why i deactivated...:(
unnie...i miss you so much...i wish i can delete all my friends ..and only you be my friends...with viktoria too...i miss her so much too~~!!! >.<
you know...while i'm not post anything at blog for a long long time~~~ i have a lot of story that i wish i can post in here :DD

내 돈을 잃어 ~~!!!!

hwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
내 돈을 잃어 ~~!!!!
어떻게해야하나요??????
내 돈은 우리 할머니의 집에서 왼쪽 ~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
정말 지금 화난 느낌 ~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
내 돈 내놔 ~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

나는 남자 친구를 원하는

 나는 남자 친구를 원하는 that 날 돌볼 수.

 

나는 한국과 일본 남자 친구에게.

i'll will give my 전화 번호.

난 그 사람을 신뢰하는 경우.

내 심장이 고장 TT

i know that i'm not suppose to post this..
하지만 내 느낌을 처리할 수 없습니다 T_T
나 자신을 용서할 수 없습니다.
내가 큰 실수를! 
그들은 실제로 뭔가 오해를.
그들은 이미 나를 차단! T,T
나는 그들이 나를 차단 상관 없어...
i only want them to 나를 오해하지.
날 용서해 T_____________T

그들을 위해 : 용서해주십시오! 내가 말한 것에 대해 용서하시기 바랍니다! 제가 잘못 알고!
당신은 날 꾸짖다 수 있습니다! 
하지만, 날 용서해주세요! and be 내 친구 다시!

나는 페이스 북의 내 친구보고 싶어요 TT

페이스 북은 진짜 내 인생을처럼.

페이스 북의 난 단지 자신의 프로필을 볼 수 있습니다.

그냥 현실처럼...

huuh~ 

현실 세계에서 아마 멀리서 지켜보고있을 것입니다.

난 그들을 그리워. >.<

I want to  

첫번째 페이 스북 계정을 비활성화...

but in that account have my onichan...

난 정말 내 onichan 그리워...

그가 다시 그 계정을 활성화.

전 너무 행복 해요 그리고 난 다시 그와 함께 얘기하고 싶어요...하지만 전 두려워요 >.<

그리고 난 어떻게해야할지 모르겠어 :/

onichannnn~~!!! 당신이 너무보고 싶어요! 저를 기억하십시오 >.< 난 당신이 내 인생에 다시 필요!!!

"우리는 커플이 아니지만, 난 당신을 사랑"

"당신은 최고의 onichann이야"

":)"

I'm nice and violent ;D

Today I'm joking with my friends...

I had a great laugh today...

She take my highlight...

I am violent you know...hahahahaa...

And I also brilliant about how to solve some problem...

So I use my mind for the correct time I can take my highlight...

And after that i take my highlight when she talk with my other friends...

She realize it and she try to hold that highlight...

I already told you that i'm violent so I got that highlight...

But the cover is at my friends hand ! =.=

So after that I try again at other time before our school end for today...

But I'm not success...haishhh...

When on our way to library...

I also try again...

But its not worth out...

I'm soooooo tireddd....

So I'm just quiet, smile and a little laugh...

My friend also clever you know...

She said she want to go to ladies...

But I know, there must be something else thats going on...

After she came back from the ladies...

My heart said I must find the cover at my friend bag...

I want to do it...I almost do it...

But because of my tired....I'm not do it...

My friend ask me "의 커버없이 하이라이트는 건조 것인가?" and I said "물론~".

I guess my friend feel quilty so she give my highlight back... :DD

오늘 너무 행복 해요!

for someone....:)

I love hear your voice...
When you laugh and happy with your friends...
I still see your smile...
In my dream...
Forgive me my weakness...
But i don't know why...
Without you its hard to be happy...(otherwise i will get hayper happy and after that i sad...)
Cause everytime you smile, I get this feeling...
And everytime I see you I feel I could fly...
Can't you know my heart beat fast...
I want this to last...
Need you by my side...
Cause everytime you smile...
I feel the static...
And everytime we talk...
I reach for the sky...
Can't you know my heart beat so...
I can't let you go...
Want you in my life...
Your happy are my castle...
Your heart is my sky...
They wipe away tears that I cry...
The good and the bad times...
I've been through them all...(I don have bf..so yeah..only me that through good and bad times with my heart)
You make me rise when i fall...
Cause everytime you smile, I get this feeling...
And everytime I see you I fell i could fly...
Can't you know my heart beat fast...
I want this to last...
Need you by my side...
Cause everytime you smile...
I feel the static...
And evertime we talk...
I reach for the sky...
Can't you know my heart beat fast...
I can't let you go...
Want you in my life...
Everytime you smile, I get this feeling...
And everytime I see you I fell i could fly...
Can't you know my heart beat fast...
I want this to last...
Need you by my side...
Cause everytime you smile...
I feel the static...
And everytime we talk...
I reach for the sky...
Can't you hear my heart beat so?...
I can't let you go...
I want you in my life...

I write this all from a song (Cascada - Everytime we touch)...
I like someone but we're not couple...
We're just friend...:/
So i change a little from every parts of the lyrics...
So this is not a song...
I'm just get the idea to write this from that song...
I love that song when i heard it for a first time today...

"I hope you know that I like you but I'm afraid when you know I like you, you already like someone else."

 "So I hope you will always like me, even if you like someone else, I hope I can know that."

i want iPhone and iPad

you know, i dream (꿈) that there is a boy that buy iPhone and iPad for me~~!!! ^3^v
i want that dream so much~~!!!
that dream really make me happy...
and then when i woke up and knew that it was only a dream...
i feel so sad for a second...
and after that i 드러 눕다 again...
haishhh...
its just a dream~~!!! >.<
hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~!!!!

p/s : actually i want iPad only...but i think that iPad so big..

and i think "how am i going to bring it at my tuition?" "my friends will want to look at my iPad" so i think...i want iPhone too 

because its smaller so i can use it at tuition...so if i have iPad and iPhone..i'm gonna have THREE PHONE !!! HA HA...iPad,iPhone and my normal phone that i use it now...XD i will get straight A's for make my dream come trueee~~~ >.< but its hard...but i will not give up !!! HWAIITTTIIINNNGGGG~~~!!!! @.@

finally all my missed at him already gone..:)

내가 봤어!!! aaaaaa!!!
전 너무 행복 해요!!! :DD
하지만 지금까지 그가 날 몰랐어요...=.=
하지만 그는 여전히 내 가슴에!!! <3
당신을 사랑 <3<3<3 
오늘 나타나셔서 감사합니다 :)
난 정말 당신을 매일 볼 수 있었으면 좋겠...
하지만 당신은 숙소로 돌아가..:/
나는 당신을 기다리고있을 게요!!! :)
항상 웃음과 행복! :) 

thanks for make me fall in love with you until 오년...!!! :)

she is the best friend ever~~!!! ^^V

안녕하세요...
today i want to tell you my best friend ever~~!!!
그녀는 헝가리어 출신...
헝가리가 어디 있는지 모르겠지만...
하지만 그녀는 최고....!!!
내가 너희들에게 어떻게 설명해야할지 모르겠...!! >.<
하지만 그녀와 당신은 친구가있다면, 당신은 그녀를 후회하지 않습니다 !!!

unnie ah~ this is for youuuu...

sorry because not always talk with you lately....
i only open my facebook and then comment comment, replay replay then i off...
hahaha...
because if i open for a long time...IT'S SURELY BORIINNGGG~~!! >.<
i don want that happen...haha..thats i only on9 for not more than half an hour...
if you want to talk with me..just post something at your blog and i will reply at my blog...
just like facebook but only we do it at blog...hahahaha..
so? how?? okay??? if u okay...tell me...:))

p/s: i often on my blog...mostly..but surely more than facebook....:DD

already done my lunch ^3^

안녕하세요 여러분...
나는 정말 행복한 오늘...
많은 일들이 일어날...
하하 뭔가를 알고 싶어요?

i fall 학교에서 두 번...
하하하하하하...
먼저, 실험실에서 ...
둘째, on the way home...많은 학생들이 앞... XD
그건 너무 재밌고 즐거운 시간 이었어! XD
it really relieve tension....X"D  

huhu~ ^^"

나 : 난 그가 아직도 날 좋아한다고 생각.
내 친구 : 축하.
나 : =.=
내 친구 : 뭐?
나 : 아무것도. *think about him* i think he don't like me anymore..당신은 어떻게 생각하십니까? 그가 날 쳐다보지도의. huuh! 난 미쳐 가고있어.
내 친구 : 어쩌면 그는 수줍음이 많아요. 긍정적인 생각. 내 경우, 내가 좋아하는 사람을 쳐다보지도 합니다. because i'm shy.
나 : 하지만 난 부끄러워 아니에요?
내 친구 : its because you're brave.
나 : hurmmm....하지만 나는 그와 얘기하고 싶어요. hwaaaa~~!! 그것 너무 힘들어 누군가와 사랑에 빠지고. 사랑이 다쳤어요!!!

나보고 싶었어? ;D

너무 오래 여기에 새로운 뭔가를 집어 넣지 않은게~!! :D
당신이 날 그리워합니까? hahaha!
죄송 해요...
하지만...
지금은 더 자주 게시합니다...! ok? ;)

그래서...

행복이어야하며 날 잊지 말아요 !!! :DDD
좋은 하루 되세요 !!! :)

assignment already done..^^v

당신은 내가 그것이 완료되면 얼마나 행복 알아?
나는 정말 행복 ~ ~!
하지만 구호 감정이 느껴지지 않아 ~
괜찮아요 ~! :)
나는 단지 그것을 수술하고 싶어서요. :)
하지만 난 많은 것들을뭘해야...
to 더 나은 사람이되고... ;)

cagyaa~~

i miss you

why u so mean when u know i like u??? why u avoid me???

its hurt when i think about u....

i want~~!!!

woahhh~~~~ i wish i have headphone~~~ X)

^3^

i love singing....do u love singing too?? i know that u love singing too...X)

i have a very nice voice....i guess...but to others..i don know if they think my voice are good...

i don care ah~~ when i sing...i can forget about my problem...

or i can make myself not to think about my problem...

but when i'm with anyone else such as my friends.....

my voice not so good ah~~~

because i'm shy and not confident of myself that time...

i love dance too...but i need someone to teach me the step...

i mean...i know hot to sing but i still need choreography...

i always dance sexy dance....but i'm control it....

thats why its look awkward....

and thats why my maid always laugh at me...=.= chincha eyoo~~!!

but my dream not to be singer or dancer...

i only want to go to singing and dancing class only......hehe..<3

SAKURA SHIRAISHI...

unnie ah~~ i guess i know why u can't forget ranmaru....
we're same ah~ i also can't forget mine....>.<
but u already have new one...
so....
i guess u should make him happy ah~ don make him worry about u..
althought i didn't close with him...
but its about love and relationship...
everyone have same mind if talk about love and relationship...
maybe not anyone...
i don know meh~ i never have one...
so i don know how it feel have relationship....love...and so on..
so...
do your best~~!!! hwaiting~!!! ^^v

PABOYA~~~!!

why i can't forget u????

why i can't stop thinking about u?????

why i feel just like i still love u...??

why u have to be in my heart...???

do u know that its hurt when  i saw u and i have to pretend just like i don love u anymore...???

i always said to myself that i don love u anymore...and i will never love u again....

but why i can't do that..........

why u have to be in my life??? WHY??

i try to find someone else that i can love.....

yes i found two...

one is older than me....and other at my tuition...

but what happen?????? i still can't forget u.....T.T

when i go shopping with my family at shopping mall...

i always hope that u're there...after that i realize.....

i won't be yours...and i won't meet u there at the shopping mall....

i am so stupid for waiting for u~~!!! T.T